Wednesday, October 1, 2014

.so incredibly loved.

dear my two youngest,

yes, it's true. i already love you both more than i knew i could. more than i knew was possible.

and i didn't want you to potentially look back and figure that the lack of posts about you both has anything to do with loving you less than the first time i went through this with your precious big brother.

yes, the majority of my time is spent playing and chasing after jack, and boy does he keep me busy, but i want you both to know that you two are always on my mind as well. it has truly surprised me in so many ways to discover how the same feelings i had the first time around have circled back completely.  and they have felt just as precious and just as special as they did then. all the little kicks and twirls and love jabs you both give me daily is a constant reminder that i have been given this amazing gift...the two of you.

to be honest, at first i was so worried that i couldn't love anyone as much as the love i have for your brother, but boy was i wrong. i feel inertly protective already. i feel that momma bear fierceness for you both. i feel blessed. i feel pleasure in knowing you both are mine. i feel so full of love that i fear i might burst some days.

so while i don't get to spend as much time counting the weeks & days left or verbally sharing the milestones of your growth, i did want you to know that i am privately getting to know you both intimately and quietly and it has been an absolute pleasure. i hope you can feel that, within the roundness of my belly and in the roundness of my full full heart. i hope you both know how much joy you've already brought your new family. your dada, your mama, and your older brother. seriously so much joy.

so there you have it. being the middle and youngest [wow! so neat to be able to say that] of my children, i sincerely don't want you to think you are any less loved or important. because kids, you are   so both.

so important and so damn loved.



  1. Awwww Erinn, this post truly warms my heart.. of course your babes will know how much they are loved and how special each and every child truly is. Don't ever feel guilty because our first child always gets the most pics & attention.. it lessons with each child.. imagine doing all this for your 6th or your 12th child... like in the 'Oldin Days' .. haha. You & Peter will be great parents, I have no doubt of that.. Enjoy your one on one time with Jack, as you only have a few days left, if I'm not mistaken.. Good Luck with the twins birth.. Love & Hugs.. Karen

  2. تنزيل الاثاث الى الارضيات ورفعه الى السيارات المغلفة الخاصة بمؤسسة .
    يتم وضع الاثاث فى ورش ومخازن مؤسسة شراء اثاث مستخدم بالجبيل حيث يتم اعاده ترميمه .
    ثم يتم تخزين الاثاث باحترافيه شديدة فى افضل المخازن شركة نقل عفش
    شركة نقل عفش من الرياض الى الدمام
    شركة نقل اثاث من الرياض الى الدمام
    شركة نقل عفش ببريدة


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